Recently I retired my journal efforts on Xanga.com although you can still search for "pastorwes" and find me as a user there. If you are really bored you can read back through a year of ups and downs.
Have you ever had the blues? I mean the kind where your life right now just doesn't seem to make sense? I talk to people on regular basis who are struggling with some kind of sin or habit that controls their life. They are often blue about their weakness and inability to overcome their faults.

I am suggesting that almost every problem and maybe all problems can be solved by a diligent attempt to draw near to God. He said, "IF you draw near to me I will draw near to you."

Our weaknesses can be made perfect in His strenths. What ever has you down or is giving you the blues is not greater than God and His power.